When we need to cry it’s not the time to question and do the accounting

Outside the rain was coming down hard and inside so were the tears coming from eyes.

The reason doesn’t matter. …because frankly, when we need to cry it’s not the time to question and do the accounting. I should have known this was going to be one of those deep, sobbing, when will it end crying sessions because I was fighting it like a toddler fights a nap. Stubborn and cranky.

I finally gave in to the messiness of it all and in the midst of still trying to figure out why I’m crying (I can multi-task), I wondered…”am I about to get something that I really want?”

My dear friend who I was venting to pre-tears “just happened” to text me a few minutes later saying “This means something big is about to happen.... it always happens when you have a moment like this”

I knew it.

And how do I know it?

I live my work. I know my embodiment process. I trust the milestones. I release and celebrate in the rain.

p.s. The crying never lasts as long as you think it will.